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State. Ok well Bailey you need to calm down. This is your fourth high school state meet, and your fourteenth state meet. Yes you are racing someone faster than you, who happens to be 2-3 years older than you, and the daughter of a year-round coach. Yes, you will get second no matter what you do. So what are you worried about? Times? You will  be upset about your time even if you make sectionals so your just making it worse. Your art teacher could tell theres something wrong, but its not state is it? So what is it?

Ok sorry that was my train of thought... So yeah state is in a week and I have no reason to stress about it and if I really think about it thats not what it is. Something else is bothering me and I don't even know what it is. My life is actually imploding right now. I know I need to figure out what it is thats messing with me and fix it... But I don't know how.